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2004-12-28, 12:48 a.m.

today was wonderful. work went well. everybody was happy silly and it was pretty fun. darren and kevin picked me up at work and we went to a+b (facist bastards!!!!!!) and chinook. one of them shops extremely fast, and the other extremely slow, i'm somewhere in between. we picked up kevin's girlfriend at the greyhound and went back to his place for a couple drinks. it was interesting. i got a little more dazed from 2 drinks than i might have expected. maybe because i've had 2 drinks since my birthday and that's it. it was a content day. and i am so happy right now. last night was awesome... hot showers together are fun. i've never before really been comfortable with showering with somebody, and preferably would rather them not even see me in the light, but with darren... it's alright. cuz i guess i know that he'll love me regardless? it was 3 monthes ago tonight that we met for the 2nd (really the 4th but whatever) time and this time. we just decided to go for it. these past 3 monthes have been fantastic. my eye is itchy. im still slightly tipsy and im going to have a shower because i smell like smoke. <3 <3 <3

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