- 2005-08-28, 1:00 a.m.
so here i am in clareholm. i've been drinking since about 6pm. did my thing. acted all social and bubbly. danced like the slutty hoe i am (with my boyfriends brother nonetheless(as well as my boyfriend)) michael interfered and expressed a concern of me being hit. created drama. the left sleeve of my sweater is wet and i don't know why. darren is downstairs reading. im falling asleep. we walked home from mike's. i just wanted to stare at the stars. but i wasn't allowed. i just want to cry. i hate that. i just wish i knew what my problem was. i wish i was going home. to my home. with my bed and my teddy bear. i miss my dad.he's been in vancouver for a few days. picking through his father's posessions. seeing what he wants. what a devastating task. i miss my grandpa. how could the one who held everything together be gone. and here's round of tears #205 i'm going to have such a hang over in the morning. sometimes i think i need therapy.
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