i feel great. absolutely great. at school. going to wash my car (and i LOVVVE washing my car, no sarcasm, i really do, but especially in a mini skirt in front of my house with Pen, dear please try not to soak yourself on your next attack against me!! hehe :D)). then darren's coming over. i'm going to buy my text books tomorrow. i feel more like myself than i have in a week. stupid shit is funny again. and i have this hopeful little bit of optimism brewing inside of me, that everything is going to be wonderful.