everybody likes alli when she has lots of energy, and money to spend on ridiculous things, and will drive you anywhere you need to go, and will offer you absolutely anything. but she falls ill, and all of a sudden it seems as though nobody really wants to talk to sick alli, definitely do not want to see her. when somebody calls at noon, says they're coming over at 8, that's a long long wait when you have absolutely nothing to do, so when they don't show at all. the whole day just kinda sucks. i've been in my house long enough that i'm starting to depress myself. i'd like to go do something but i don't really have enough energy to move more than one room at a time. i'm tired just from typing this. so i will go continue being pissed off elsewhere.