as subtle as a brick in the small of my back
2004-08-09, 11:38 a.m.

Didn't call to tell me he was leaving, Didn't care to tell me he was back. "I got a voice mail but I didn't not you called" for fucks sake... put it together. can't wait to be away from me again. can't be soon enough. You were online by 7:30. I made plans at 8, was out the door at 9. waiting. the only constant in my life, always waiting for something, somebody. It'll always be this way. why waste your breath. why do i bother to waste mine.

i'm so fucking mad, so frustrated even though it's been almost 12 hours. you just DON'T GET IT. don't even try, or you pretend you don't.

fuck.

life - death