Today was my last day as a landscaper. Well I am technically still on call tomorrow, but it's not supposed to snow so it looks like I am done. For some reason this was really hard. When I finished my last site Doug was thanking me and telling me he had something for me and all this, and I just couldn't stop crying. I cried from where we were just off Glenmore and Elbow, all the way to the little house up north, and then most of the way to drive Cristal home, and some of the way back south on deerfoot. I have been so unhappy during snow removal, so tired and just so brutally beaten down and exhausted so I don't know why this is so hard. Even after 2 easy days of 3am wake up, I was just exhausted and feeling terrible last night. I slept from 9:30 right until my alarm at 7 this morning, and I was still so tired I was sure that it was actually 3 and I forgot to change the alarm.