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2009-03-31, 2:16 a.m.

Today was the first time in a while that I had actual invitations to go and do stuff with friends, last night I got a text from Braden asking me to go and meet his girlfriend and join them for dinner, and then Evan invited me to go to his place and play Rock Band with him since I had never played before. So I always attribute a lot of my sadness to feeling lonely, but today I spent the whole day with friends, and I am left feeling so empty, and still so alone, and I'm not really sure why. It hits at the weirdest times. Darren seemed a little down tonight too, so maybe it's a bit contagious, I wish I knew.

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