2008-11-20, 1:33 a.m.
I wish you needed me.
And I wish you were able to give in to the needs of others.
I wish I understood why I can't bear to live in the present right now, why I have to long to be 6 years in the past. I don't understand why I hurt so much, or what it is that I want. What would make me feel better.
life - death