One huge assed survey
2006-12-30, 1:00 a.m.

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?:
I'm not sure... I've never really thought about it. I would assume so?
Were you the first?:
Yeah that makes me best.
Who was present at your birth?
my parents??
Were your parents married when you were born?:
yup. they had been for over 3 years.
What is your birthdate?
December 3.
Any cool stories about your birth?:
lol i was 10 days early. my mom was in labour for 2 days. and they couldn't tell if her water broke. my parents told me a big long story about it a little while ago
Were you named right away?
I think so...
What did your siblings think of you?
I just had an older cousin. and he said "no more after her ok?" and asked to feed me (breast feed) "just one bite"
How long was your mom in the hospital?
few days.

Part 2: The Family
How would you describe your family?
rough around the edges. but good on the inside
Are your parents married? Divorced? Seperated?:
married!
Siblings or an only child?:
one little muffie brother.
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?:
im the BIGGEST (well no... just oldest)
What are your siblings names?
Muffie Muffin-tin. (Andrew)
Which parent do/did you get along with best?:
my mom for the most part. but me and my dad reeally see eye to eye sometimes (and really don;t sometimes too. lol)
What do you fight about?:
not much anymore. i got mad at my mom a bit ago for decorating the xmas tree with out me.
Do you have step parents?:
nope.
Do your parents spoil you?
As much as they can
Do your parents favor you?
they used too... and now they don;t
Were you adopted?
No
Would your parents ever adopt a child?
Probably not.
Would your parents make good grandparents?
i'd like to think so. but who really knows.
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend?:
not really.
Who are your best friends?:
i dunno... pen, dare...
What do you like to do when you are together?
depends on which of the above you are wondering about. me and pen work out. and shop... me and dare. watch tv and try not to kill each other.
Do you share the same interests?:
Some
Which friend can you tell anything to?:
i tell dare pretty much everything...
Do you have any friends that you wish you saw more often?
yeah i miss everybody like crazy. it's really depressing.
Would you consider any of your relatives to be your friends?
yeah i suppose there;s a couple.
Are there any friends you dont get along with anymore but cant stop thinking about?
im not sure... i guess
Are you still friends with your bestfriend from kindergarten?
no. we used to talk every now and again.
Do you still have sleepovers with your friends?
nope. friend won't stay
Are you worried about any of your friends?
yeah a couple... mike+kev are both on paths of self destruction for sure.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?:
Low.
Do you get depressed about things easily?:
Far too easily
Are you happy?:
meh.
Do you live life to the fullest?:
i dunno
At a party are you outgoing, shy, life of the party?
i become physically attached to darren's elbow for the most part...unless i've had a few drinks. then i loosen up a bit.
What do people compliment you on most (personality):
i get told everynow and again that i'm 'nice' (mostly by strangers)
Whats one thing you hate about your personality?
im mean, agressive, grumpy, easily annoyed.
Do you like your laugh?
i guess?
Has anyone ever told you, you make them feel comfortable?
a long time ago.
Are you a follower or a leader?
whatever works at the time.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you look?
Definetly not.
What would you change about your appearance if you could?:
weight and skin
Are you comfortable with your weight?
NO
Would you post your weight?
not these days
Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah i can deal with it.
Would you post your height.
5'3 ish. might have hit 5'4
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?:
i have 2 inner-ear ones. tragus and rook.
Describe your hair?
long and dark.
What make-up do you wear?
sometimes a bit of bronzer. sparkly eye shadow. mascara.
How do you dress?
boring. jeans. long tank top. hoodie.
What is one thing you get complimented on alot (appearance):
eyes? hair?
Which celeb would you trade bodies with?
i dunno. im not really up to date on celbrities. but i always liked winona ryder's. tiny and short.
Do you like your smile?
sure
Describe your eyes.
big and blue. long dark eye eyelashes,
Do you have small lips or big lips?
big bottom lip.
Do you wear make up every day?
nope. im LAAAZY. and i hate taking it off at night
Do you work out?
i do as much as i can.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?:
yeah... and a "strong thinker"
What did you use to love that you no longer do?:
played barbies. and wore dresses ALLLLL the time. and wouldn't let anybody touch my hair.
Do you have the same friends?:
not really. i run into a few of them every now and again
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing?:
a couple things.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition/career goal?:
i want a house and a Ford Escape for my cats. and i guess to be a teacher.
Are you scared of growing up?
yeah... it's scary. this last year has involved a lot of growing back. and sometimes i just want everything to go back to the way they used to be (ok well most of the time)
Do you want to get married?:
Most of the time.
Do you know who you want to marry?
yes i suppose i do ;)
How many kids would you like to have?
2-3.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?
i HATE being inside when it's hot. working outside all summer has made me feel even more claustrophobic than i used to.
What is your favorite season?
spring.
Favorite weather?
Hot with a cool breeze. i'll never forget the day uit like 35 degrees. and me and rick fell asleep in the work truck just cuz there was such a nice cross breeze...
Do you like walking in the rain?:
not really. all i can think is "MY HAIR IS GETTING FRIIZY!"

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegatarian?:
NOPE. i need all the protein i can get.
What is your favorite food?:
chicken. mashed potatoes.
What food makes you want to gag?:
sushi. chinese food. cabbage rolls.
What is your favorite dessert?
pie
What is your favorite restaurant?:
moxies i suppose. or BP.
Are you a fussy eater?
about as picky as they come.
Do you eat three meals a day?
usually no. unless im working.
Are you a healthy eater?
not particularily.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?:
engaged
If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
Darren
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world?:
sure.
Do you believe in love at first sight?:
yeah...
Do you believe in saving yourself until marriage?
lol... uhh... yes? is that the right answer? (no... i think that's something you should explore with somebody before you comit yourself to them for life... ie. sex& the city.. what if he's impotent!!)
If your bf/gf proposed right now what would you say?
he already did!!
Are you ready to get married?
nope. in a few years.
Do you live with your partner?
yup.
Do you want to live with your partner?
sometimes.
Do you and your partner fight alot?
yup.

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest experiences?:
SOme of my little adventures. Going to Edmonton with Pen, me and Dare going to Nelson right after we got engaged.
What was one of your worst?
a kidney infection?
Have you ever thought you were going to die?:
no
Have you ever suffered from depression?:
of course.

Part 12. Random

Story behind your nexopia name?
its mostly my email adddres. which i've had since i was like 13.
Where do you live?
calgary
What time do you usually wake up at?
when i go to school around 9. when i don't... around 12-2.
Cd in your stereo:
in my car is... Pixies. and in my room is... Finch and maybe 1-2 others.
Do you like candles:
yeah but my cats put them out.
Do you believe in soul mates?
i used to.
Do you believe in God?
not so much
What's something you wish you could understand better:
darren's mind...
Do you still have feelings for anyone in past relationships?:
sometimes i get nostalgic for them/the periods of time in which i was close to them
Do you ever want to know what it feels like to be in love?
I already do.

Part 13. Describe your.....

Wallet:
just a plain black thing i bought in grade 10.
Pillow cover right now:
NONE!! my clean sheets are all in my laundry basket.
Underwear:
baby blue booty shorts my FAV pair.
Feelings right now:
sad...

Part 14. Favorites

Favorite place to hangout:
any place i can sit, be comfortable and have a great conversation. ie. flames game with Lindsay. Education building/street corner/bar parking lot with Pen.
Favorite shirt:
my hollister hoodie.
Favorite show:
dawson's creek.
Favorite cuddling position:
Spooning or my head on his chest.
Favorite thing to do when bored?
tv. nexopia/msn
Part 15 ....WHAT ARE YOU:

Wearing right now:
grey socks, booty shorts, blue tank top with lacy on the bottom and my super soft leopard print housecoat.
Wishing for:
my happiness to come back.
Wanting:
to feel content.
The last thing you ate:
fruit snacks
Something you are afraid of:
being fat. being alone. car accidents

Part 16...FASHION STUFF:

Where is your favorite place to shop?:
garage? i'd loove to go back to hollister/abercrombie though
What is your favorite thing to wear?:
black sweats. long bright colored tank top. black zip up.
What for you is a must have accessory?:
my chain/enagement ring. i like to wear my big diamond earrigns too. but they're not the MOST important
How much is the most you've ever spent in a single clothing store?:
hmm... i used to spend stupid amounts at garage before i worked there.
Who is the least fashionable person you know?:
my brother. lol.
Do you match your belt with your hair color?:
lol no. that's the stupidest thing i've ever heard
How many pairs of shoes do you own?:
just a couple that i wear. but i have about 4 boxes full (i just moved 2 of them. yay me)
What is the worst trend you see today?:
skinny jeans. jeans tucked into boots. belts aruond your rib cage. belts with sweaters. stupid little elf boots. pointy shoes. ugly huge stupid looking purses. yeah i HATE all the current trends.

Part 17....END OF THE ROAD:

Do you do drugs?:
rarely.
What are you listening to right now?:
Taking back sunday-make damn sure.
Who was the last person that called you?:
mama.
Where do you want to get married?:
around here somewhere
How many buddies are online right now?:
11 on msn,.
What are essentials in your life?:
my kitties. my dare. teddy.
Hair right now?
meh. it's just a mess and staticy.
Mood:
better...
What would you rather be doing right now?
nothin. im fine.
Did you actually read the last person's answers?:
yeah...

life - death