i hate this day
so today i woke up around 2, feeling motivated and in a fairly good mood (even though i stayed up til 5 writing darren a letter... i dunno) and the day just got worse and worse from there. First of all i decided to call the college and try and work out my problem of not having my loan yet, and unfortunately there is nothing they can do for me, and they will be kicking me out of my classes on tuesday if my tuition isn't paid. I'm glad that they're trying to be so accomodating for people who's familie's have financial difficulties (ie. having no money) "well do you have a credit card to put it on or somebody you can borrow the money from" NO i do not, hense why I'm on student loans you fucking asshole. so being on the verge of tears i called my uncle, to see if he knew how to get a hold of my mom who is camping in waterton, he told me he'd try and think of somebody who has a cabin there who could go find my family... i don't think he really knows anybody down there, but he was so sweet. Everytime I talk to him he always says "we should go for beer and wings sometime" he's said that sincei turned 18, it's been almost 2 years. but that doesn;t bother me for some reason. better than my creepy uncle who calls me to tell me that i need to call him more often to tell him that i love him and miss him, that sorta creeps me out. needless to say, i don't call him.