Everything to Everyone-Everclear
2005-04-01, 3:09 p.m.

You put yourself in stupid places
Yes I think you know it's true
Situations where it's easy to look down on you
I think you like to be the victim
I think you like o be in pain
I think you make yourself a victim almost every single day
You do what you do
You say what you say
You try to be everything to everyone
You know all the right people
You play all the right games
You always try to be everything to everyone
Yeah you do it again
You always do it again
You say they taught you to read and write
Yeah they taught you how to count
I say they tought you how to buy and sell your own body by the pound
I think you like to be their simple toy
I think you love to play the clown
I think you are blind to the fact that the hand you hold is the hand that holds you down
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and fall
Yeah why don't you ever learn
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
Come on now
Do that stupid dance for me
You do what you do
You say what you say
You try to be everything to everyone
You jump through the big hoop
You play all the right games
You try to be everything to everyone
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and you fall
Yeah you do it again
Spin around and fall down
Do it again
You stumble and you fall
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I've tried to pin this song to people for years, it always seemed to sorta go with somebody, I'm not sure why, but on my way home from Mike's in Airdrie last night, I decided that it's probably more about me than anybody else. Just a thought. Been doing so much thinking. But it doesn't feel like I'm coming to any conclusions, just realizing more and more how confused I am. Mountains out of mole hills. It will all figure itself out. I'm a lucky girl. Can't forget that, things are working out with darren (i think...) i've got good friends (who i never see...) and i got 81% on my soci test. NICE. and i will start my term papers. i will start my term papers.... (right....)

life - death