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2005-03-11, 3:06 p.m.

well i had so much to say, but now all that's coming across my mind is how badly i have to pee. sheesh. another week of school done. work tonight, then i dunno what. my car is ready for new parts which are all ordered and on their way for whenever we get another warm day. im ecstatic. and i have a guy who is looking for a new trunk lid for me. gonna go home and shower. yes yes yes. darren and i have spent most of this past week together. it's nice, but i don't really understand how he can spend so much time with me when im so fucking bitch. i don't know why it is... i try and be happy and nice, and as soon as im calm, it's like everything crashes right back down at my feet. well im gonna go to the bathroom now before it's too late and head home.
*Step out the front door like a ghost
into the fog where no one notices
the contrast of white on white.
And in between the moon and you
the angels get a better view
of the crumbling difference between wrong and right.*

life - death