uneasily content
2004-10-07, 2:17 a.m.

i may be in over my head. but this time it doesn't feel like the worst thing that could happen. so content. shouldn't be starting something that may not be able to be finished. not soon anyways. setting myself up to cry. but that might be ok. might be worth it. hey sparkles. freud might have something to say about this...
ill do it. terrible but maybe necessary. perhaps somewhat maladaptive.
emo and screamo.
i love me.
i love everything.
and i love life.
!thank you!

life - death