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2004-04-23, 10:04 a.m.

Sitting here contemplating. Whether or not I should cry, if it's appropriate. The thing I fear most is what he's fantasizing about, dreaming about. Not telling me, but the entire world. Being pushed away, maybe not intentionally. I have an exam starting in 35 minutes, I'm never going to be able to concentrate now. Fucking hell.

life - death