ohhh uh ohhhh
2 anxiety attacks in 48 hours... worst one was last thursday. not too sure what's wrong with me. they went away for so long. and if i tell anybody. then i end up seeing shrinks again. and they try to medicate me. i'm not having it. not even a little bit
i miss my baby boy. soo much. i need to be safe in his arms, face close to his chest. his scent surrounding me. breath on the top of my head.
im so tired. my throat hurts. i smell like smoke. im worrying again. that you'll do something stupid. that things are gonna happen... i dunno really.
i need my inhaler.